Will no longer update this site....

new blog address: Life in a Galaxy Far, Far Away...beautiful...but sad..from a certain point of view...see you there!!

Ever the Same

just remembered my best friend(s) today. i guess this could be our theme-song. its a little "mushy" but i like it. ;p sung by Rob Thomas.

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

The Chosen One & The People's Princess

Anakin Skywalker - A Portrait by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART

There you go, for January. Anakin Skywalker.
second coloured work.

original title:
Anakin Skywalker : At one with the Force

coloured pencils. decided to make it look like as though he is fading.


Diana - The People's Princess by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART


lady diana frances spencer
1961 - 1997

coloured pencils. different style. i actually loved this one more than the more er..."organized" anakin piece (although i like that one tremendously). shows more "personality" and "motion".

and...a little bit. been reading about how kate middleton is the next diana (er...no i dont think so, no one is the next diana. period. kate does not have diana's charisma, in my opinion.)


well...havent updated for a while.

01.03.06

Another photoshop-ic creation. my star wars obssesion is in full swing again. :D

new minitokyo.net layout and stuff

ah..decided a bit of editing on my minitokyo account. i get lazy with coding sometimes but here you go.visit my account at: http://asyangtagabundok.minitokyo.net
its actually a repository of my old anime drawings...nyahaha..done ages ago. havent done anything new lately (as im concentrating on portraiture)...but im doing a relena peacecraft drawing currently (cinq kingdom clothes of course).

never you mind that i went overboard and did "I support" banners...hehehe...some little whim of mine. also changed the heading to FMA banner (more suitable than claricexhannibal).

im also working on other layouts for websites im planning to publish in the future. im getting the hang of it again... ^___^ ill try to insert flash animations here and there like i did before..

amidala

amidala by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART

another creation. just wanted to illustrate several points in her life.

"In Disillusionment and Despair"

My first coloured in a long time. Julianne Moore (one of my favourite actresses, I think she's talented and beautiful too, not "girly" beautiful but more like "Warrior Princess" beautiful) as Clarice Starling. Not Done yet. But...Im quite proud of it, I think I captured Starling's personality in "Hannibal" Era. No longer the naive, young trainee. But a seasoned FBI Agent (if a bit disillusioned).

As of the moment, im moving in to coloured stuff. But they wont be "that" photorealistic anymore, as I have no wish to become a human photocopier. That is NOT the point of a portrait. I'll go for slightly realistic but with more "emotion" in it.

Not done yet, though. The paper was a bit thin and all. This is more like a "study" in preparation for other coloured portraits.
I used coloured pencils here.

For the rest of my stuff please check: http://leiaskywalker83.deviantart.com

Anyway, Agent Clarice Starling remains one my most favourite characters (Padme Amidala, Leia Organa & Eowyn of Rohan follow). The truth is I am pretty much disillusioned with my own life. All the things I wanted to do. It appears as though I keep hitting a glass ceiling.And nothing of import seems to be happening. Im just a drone, breathing but not living. Better if Dementors sucked my soul. Ive just read this fabulous article comparing Clarice with Mina (Harker) and how "Hannibal" is the modern "Dracula". I think the author was absolutely right.

another photoshoppic creation

Harry Potter GOF Wallpaper by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART

The Soldier and the Pacifist

le soldat et le pacifiste by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART


peaceful words by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART


hehehe...heero et relena. never mind the fancy french title. still my favourite. i have a vague idea why.first anime wallpaper id done in years.

The Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

just some stuff

Hillary Rodham Clinton sketch by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART


Mary Jensen Rough Sketch by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART

...flows forever...

River Phoenix - Stand By Me by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART

my latest drawing obviously.
"I don't shut up, I grow up, and when I look at you, I throw up!" - Stand by Me (1986)

...stop crying your heart out...

Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.

'Cause all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone

...higher than reason...

The shrine is located
in the front room of the house.
For some unknown reason
it’s been neglected for too long.
You claim it’s not a problem,
but I take it all so hard.
So when is it a problem
if you push it all so far?

Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.
Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.

My soul is defended
by the will to stay alive.
For some unknown reason
I can’t keep that will for long.
It all needs rebuilding.
And my hands are scratched and scarred.
So when is it a problem
if I take it all so hard?

Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.
Higher than reason
is no reason
is nowhere.
Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.

If you lived here in my place,
would you eat off my plate?
Or throw it aside,
and curse your ugly fate?

Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.
Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.
Higher than reason
higher than reason
is nowhere.

remember remember...

...the fifth of november.

new V for Vendetta wallpaper I made.


v 4 vendetta wallpaper by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART

In for a long vacation. No work on Nov. 1. yey!

10.24.06 - new montage

Connection was sort of F*cked this morning so I did this one.;p


Harry Potter Trinity2 by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART

Mine eyes are hurting due to a lengthy post at http://www.takethislife.com. My God I haven't written anything as long as that in a while. ')

daily blurbs 22.10.06

PersonalWeb - EowynFaramir by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART
New Layout for My Personal Site (still experimental) Feat. Eowyn and Faramir from LotR.

I found Jessica Zafra's Blog

Finally...well, I wasn't really looking for it (actively looking I mean). Just a had a brief mental "storm" (seizure) and Googled "Jessica Zafra". And voila....there her blog is. Actually it's more like blogs (http://twistedbyjessicazafra.blogspot.com - she doesn't update this one anymore, she has since moved to: http://jessicarulestheuniverse.com - a very telling title.)

Always enjoyed reading her articles, they tend to be funny, ironic and (seems) makes sense (most of the time anyway). ;)

I found a new River Phoenix picture

Isn't it unhealthy to be obssessed (translates to merely interested) with a dead guy? But I am about to make a portrait of him. Yep. Will start it when I go home next, next week (salary week). Again, isn't that unhealthy? But then...I've always been a bit on the ET side.

I started new drawings

Started was the word.
1. Isolde - played by Sophia Myles. eherm. I got the likeness spot on and everything. But I'm still wondering when I'll finish it.
2. Wolverine - whatever happened to "I intend to finish it by October." Hahaha. I haven't got even 3/4s of it done!
3. Mary Jensen (from Kingdom Hospital) - See picture below. I'm using my "lazy-ass style" for this one. I think it's more suited to the "mood" of the picture (whatever that statement might mean). ;p

....i worry about you...while you're gone....

Listening to: "Waiting for You" - Mary Elizabeth McGlynn
(Silent Hill OST)

Just finished watching Stephen King's Kingdom Hospital DVD. I thought it was pretty good. Certainly weird, but in a good way.


The Cast of Characters
Most favourite character was Dr. Hook and of course Mary Jensen and Antubis/Anubis.
The opening song got stuck in my head as well...."Bye bye Baby, don't be long. I worry about you while you're gone."

Another depressive episode just passed me by. Gone by tonight, thank the Maker. I'm going home tomorrow.

Keep your friends close....and there was a Hurricane...storm...whatever...

Harry Potter Trinity by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART

Well. The Trio (as they appear on the 4th movie). Harry. Ron. Hermione. Can't get enough of them. Can't wait for the 5th film.

Last Seen: "Cinderella Man"
Reading: "Angela's Ashes" by Frank McCourt

There was a storm last, last thursday (no I won't be bothered with dates). Wasn't able to come home and all...

Jedidawn Version 4.0 second theme

Jedidawn Version 4.0-2 WIP by ~leiaskywalker83-2 on deviantART

Still underconstruction.