"Quasimodo"

by LifeHouse

you could be right and I'll be real
'cause I don't need your approval to find my worth
I've been trapped inside of my own mind
afraid to open my eyes to what I'd find
and I don't want to live like this anymore
there goes my pain, there goes my chains
did you see them fall, there goes this feeling
that has no meaning, there goes the world
off of my shoulders, there goes the world
off of my back, there it goes
does it scare you that I can be something different than you
would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't
you can't control me and you can't take away from me who I am
have you ever felt that your only comfort was your cage
you're not alone I have felt the same as you
have you ever felt like your secrets give you away
you're not alone I have been there, too
everyone is looking and everybody is laughing
but I think every one feels the same
everybody wants to feel okay, everybody wants to
everybodywants to feel 'cause you can't change me you can't break me
there goes the world, off of my shoulders
there goes the world, off of my back
'cause I don't want it.

Might be my last entry in a long while. ;p

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

Suffering again from "Randal Graves Syndrome"

Yes, my dear friends. The "Randal Graves Syndrome" has struck again. I must be crazy to be doing all the things I'm doing right at this very moment.It gets worse in fact. I mean, if ever there was a right time to utter words like "the hell", this is probably it...the HELL!!!

What in the name of the Force am I doing??! I can now hear someone saying, "You need to go home and re-think your life." What an awful waste the whole thing is. And yet...oh wtf??!
I'm starting to speak like a fifteen year old again.hehe. no offense to fifteen year olds everywhere.

By the way... my newest creation. Dwayne Hicks (United States Colonial Marines) from the the movie Aliens. Full view at: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/27225456/ . My most detailed so far.


Dwayne Hicks - Aliens by ~leiaskywalker83 on deviantART

I also paid those books I ordered at Ebay. Dark Tower I: The Gunslinger & Mona Lisa Smile. I hope to receive them tomorrow or the next day. There's an awful lot of pressure on me now. Got to implement my plans sooner or later.